I'm not alright
I'm not okay
&don't think ill make it
But ill fake it
I'm not alright
I'm not going to make it
Didn't you see me break?

She's got the bluest eyes
To hide all those delicate lies

I had no one to idolize
So I cut my self down

She keeps all her thoughts in her head
&lets them out each night in a crimson lie

I love the razors
I cherish the knives
I hurt myself
To remind me I'm alive

You keep reminding me I'm alive
a twisted conclusion
Of my failed attempts to die

I'll be okay
It's not the first time
It's not the last time
But ill be okay

If i could go back and change one thing
it would be death

Grey eyes hidden behind a mask
gun in her hands
blood on her face
thats what the dark spray was
blood, his blood
hot and wet on her face

Everyone thought she was fine..
Everyone thought shed be okay..
But no one saw the non fading lines
& no one saw her break.