Why do i do this to myself?
Thinking about that one...

The tenson around
Being frightened all the time...

Waiting all my life
For you to be by my side...

Wishing you were gone,
Out of the family that you do not belong...

I was considered your little secret.
I was to little for everyone to know...

The old times we had together.
The old conversations we had...

I have shown you everything,
And I have fallen in love...

Losing someone you love,
With them, they take something...

Lost with out you,
In a world i've never know...

Not having you,
Is like not having a family to protect me...

Thinking of the night we shared,
The dreams we've had...

Have you ever wondered,
What it is like...