Will anyone listen to my screaming?
Will anyone hear me??
Does anybody care?
Who could care?
Will anyone care about the mess
of this so called girl,
Me.

Just give me a smile and be on your way,
take your blue skies and your beautiful eyes.
Just give me a smile, and say
your sweet goodbye

In the dark I will cry,
but no tears will fall screaming,
the familiar sting a welcome hello
they are my only companion, the only ones who will love one like me.
These silent tears go unheard
by everyone except for me.

I'm sorry I let you down,
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
with sparkling eyes
and lying smiles
I'm sorry I let you down
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I'm sorry I can't be beautiful enough for you
I'm so sorry I can't be her.

I can not sleep for you haunt my dreams
I can not feel for you have made me numb
I can not breathe for you have suffocated me
I can not love him because I still love you.

There are some days when I can't help but love you again. Today was one of those days.

I miss those eyes,
those beautiful blue-green eyes
which make time stop and the sear roar with jealousy.