Sitting _alone_ in the rain
No one [.c.a.r.e.s.] im feeling so much pain
Why does it have to be ((me))?
I dont want any sympathy...
I just want someone to .L.O.V.E.
This life..im just so ..tired.. of

When I finally thought i found the one
I had a bad feeling thats its all done
I feel like im standing in the midle of a sad song
And I dont know what i did wrong
I just feel so helpless and weak
All i want is an explanation just speak!

Why didnt you catch me?

Now Ive [.b.r.o.k.e.n.] into a million pieces.

*happiness*
a thing i havent had in (forever)
When I finally got it.
I saw you.
And the terrible memories
came at me all at once.

They think they can [control] me
When they have no chains to [hold] me
Im the only thing that can [save] me
But those voices just might [kill] me

Suicide Is SweetRevenge

How come im always the one to have to please people? But they dont have to return the favor and make me happy? Wheres the fairness in that???

sry its not that good but i needed to vent somewhere.

I always thought dreams couldn't come true.
then i met you.
and i had proof.

[Today] is the
[Tomorrow]
we worried about...
[Yesterday]

I promised myself i would never
become the monster that i am
im so addicted to this blade
and i dont know how to stop

eventually we'll all become what we fear most...