Remember when i said i could never hate you, well i lied

What is the point in loving you if i've never met you

As my eyes filled and my heart sank
i knew you were the one

I carved your name into my heart
then kept retracing it
so you wouldnt fade away

As we get closer
I keep reminding myself we're still to far away
not close enough to hold
not close enough to love

Only once will i love
because its killing me inside
ripping me apart
and tearing me to pieces

Should i stop pretending to be me
just so you'll love me

Its those days when your sitting in your room, crying, listening to mix tapes, and wishing your lover would come back, and that shiny blade is your last chance to feel better

Why do you stand there silly girl, watching him, holding someone else's hand

The moment i lost you i knew, i would never let go