I cut to wake myself up from this nightmare you call life</3

I cut to feel something something real caause these days nothing is.

I allways used to say "love is a strong word" i also said "hate" was a strong word i never thauhgt i would have to use both words on the same person.

"i love you,i love you not, i love you, i love you not, i love you, i love you not, it allways comes down to "i love you not" i guess that flowers have something aginst me?

"how am i sapose to trust you when ur the person who taught me how nnot to trust people"

" id rather feel pain then nothing at all"

Tell me you love me, tell me you care because right now theres nothing stoping me from ending my life.

"how could you leave me on this plannet without you, you were the only thing keeping me alive and now that ur gone nothing is keeping me from cutting that last cut."

People say the mircal of life is love but i say the miracal of life is dieing.

Its funny how you laugh at me for cutting, when your the one who caused it.