I sit alone,
looking through that box...
They are beginning to see through my lies,
see through to my cuts...
The way you make me feel,
I can't put into words...
What a beautiful fool I am to have fallen for you,
I lost the battle...
Falling to the floor,
the pain seeping in...
Take my heart,
keep it close...
My bleeding soul,
weeps for you...
I miss you,
I know your in the wind now wild and free...
You don't know how many times I've put this blade...
or how many times I've pulled the trigger to see...
The thoughts in my head surround me,
consuming me...
When I'm down,
When I'm feeling blue...
The rain drops on my window,
sound much like the tear drops on my pillow...