It was selfish and unfair of you to waste my time. Time I could have spent with someone who deserved me.

I wanted to strike you...fight with you...say all the things in my head and make you listen. But then I blinked and it all passed and I realized that honestly, you weren't worth the trouble.

But it hurts, oh it does. Because I feel betrayed. Its not the fact that you're not with me that hurts, its the fact that I was lied to and tossed aside like I didn't matter. You made me feel like nothing, and for one fleeting moment, I believed it.

I feel sort of sorry for you. Why? Karma does far better dirty work than I ever could.

Let me go. I'm too weak to walk away. So please, just let me go.

I'm worth more than scraps of your time. Better than nothing isn't good enough anymore.

Maybe if you would have called yesterday, maybe I'd still care. Maybe if you would have called the day before, maybe I'd still be there. But you didn't, and I don't. You didn't, and I won't.

I'd stab you in the heart if I knew it would ease my pain.

Have you ever met someone that you are certain you are soulmates? Maybe we're right, maybe they are perfect for us but that doesnt mean it was supposed to happen. I guess thats the hardest thing to realize.

Have you ever poured your heart out to a guy and sat and waited for his response? Thats the most miserable experience. You dread reading his response but pray to God he responds.