It's too hard to focus through
all this doubt
i keep making this to-do list
but nothing gets crossed out

Sometimes I wonder what I'd say to you if you suddenly walked back into my life again. I wonder what I'd say to you after all this time. After you broke my heart & left. But most of all, I wonder what you'd say to me.

You ruined it for every other guy.
No one even comes close to you

Love is something you
can't describe. Like the look
of a rose, the smell of rain,
or the feeling of forever.

And the fairytale is over. The princess dies, the
prince finds another bride & everything is back
to how it's supposed to be. Time to step back
into reality and get on with my life.

I don't want to be tough and I don't want
to be proud. I don't need to be fixed and
I certainly don't need to be found. [I'm not lost.]

When I laid eyes on you again
I wanted to puke, scream, cry, and smile
all at once
but I didn't do any of those
I just stared because as you were smiling at me
I realized it was the same smile you gave me
When we used to be in love

I can't stand the sight of you. I
can't stand what you put me through.
Your life's a lie that you hide. Is
it that terrible being you inside

I feel like I'm falling ever deeper into the dark,
like a junkie with a needle in the cold winter park.
Just one last fix and everything will be alright,
and then I fall again, it happens every night.

Words never hurt me
change never kills me
love never breaks me
fear never shakes me
my hopes never fade away
i never need to break away
my tears are never here to stay
I'm never happy
i never lie
yeah ... [once upon a time]