Could the winter calm come twice?
Because ((your heart seems so cold)) tonight
Thirst for substance somehow isn't right
It's killing me inside
(It's killing you inside)
Killing me inside

you're changing...

It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy,
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone...

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I’m picking me apart again
You all assume
I’m safe here in my room
(unless I try to start again)

-Linkin Park-

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt ((much more))
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

lyrics by Linkin Park, but exactly how I feel.

This is our last goodnight
Say what you will
Say all that you can
This is our last goodbye
This is where *love ends*

God if you can hear me out alright
Please take these feelings for him inside
My chest hurts when I breathe tonight
It's wasting me away
(You're wasting me away)
You're wasting me away