I'm writing this in blood I just want to let you...
No matter what I'm told the saying will always go...

She had a drinking problem starting at sixteen
Followed by coke and addictions to morphine...

Drilled a hole through my hand
Took a blade to your name...

Lost somewhere in the darkness scared to find my...
Looking back on the past seeing what I've done...

When the rain falls outside a tear rolls down my...
Like blood from my heart it rolls off my cheek...

It's hard to watch the one you love be in love...
When the tears you cry deep inside fall like ice...

Just another cut
Just another burn...

In this sorrow
Of life's damn trace...

Hating you seems so easy unlike loving you which...
But if you look at her heart you will most likely...

I had this dream filled with happiness
You were always there by my side...

All those Decembers that Ill have to spend without...
I wont forget your radiant smile...

It's like I'll never get to see what we use to be
It's like you left me forever when you're not even...