...punish me for not being the one you want me to be, before I decide to punish myself for becoming something I’ve always hated

...the only thing worse than feeling pain is not feeling anything at all...to be filled with needless space and to cry for the pain you once had...

Sometimes love is like a drug...it makes you feel like it helps you to survive while it's slowly killing you

I've always thought that having a reason to live is very important so i never stopped searching for one...now i realize that all i've been searching for was just an Excuse for my existence

...to dream means to know you have the mental strength to deal with the pain of a future disappointment...

I don't find comfort in dreaming because something always wakes me up from the happiness it gives me...i only find comfort in nightmares...they never go away

When she died i tried to commit suicide...everybody was asking why...they don't understand i just want to see her again

Have you ever wanted to slit your wrists, let all the feelings of pain and guilt bleed out, then sew yourself up to be happy again?

I don't know why i can't let you go...maybe i don't love you...i just love the pain you put me through...it's there in my blood, it tears me apart and yet it feels so good

Life is beautiful when you learn how to love pain...