Ive been drowning my sorrows since i was 12.
ive been downing this liquor all through heaven...

Sober thoughts of kindness,
turn into drunk actions of blindness...

People hate on whats real and love on the fake.
wake up and open your eyes for goodness sake...

Sober thoughts of washing sorrows and guilt with...
what were once teasing thoughts are now a used up...

Gambling with pills for thrills.
drinking and thinking it kills...

The humor in teasing thoughts that mix emotions so...

I embrace every moment that we spend together.
Okay okay he continues to rush...

Dreaming during the day.
i cant fall asleep...

Got me stuck in a trance that i cant escape from.
its making from my weakness, me feeling so dumb...

Million of light years away.
lost Galaxy i will stay...

A lake of fire
is what i call home...

I'd be lying if i told you that i'm never...
it'd be a lie if i told you that i'm not a mess...