& I'll never let you see me cry

Just like an old puzzle even when you put a heart back together some pieces will always be missing.

Take the blade to your wrist
tell yourself it will all be over soon
take the time to let in all the second thoughts
and then make your final decision

Wanting to die,
yet too scared to take my own life,
I'll be forever stuck in this hell I call a home

To you my scars are barley visible
to me I see them clearly as when they were first carved into my skin

He's hardcore because he looks it
I'm hardcore becuase I know what its like,
to sit there every night trying to find just one last reason to hold on

Some people reach out for affection,
I push it away cause I know the pain it always brings.

When you reach the point when you're afraid of yourself,
When you can't trust yourself
When you can't belive in yourself
Is when you reach the breaking point

I'm no longer young and naive,
I no longer believe,
People lie that's reality,
Watching people grow obsessed with vanity,
Yet people are always to blind to see,
The ones begging for help on thier knees.

Walking by she aviods the mirror,
She cannot face the thing she fears.