I've been trying to stay away form you in hopes i will soon forget you..but it's not working..i know, because i see you in everything i do

It breaks my beaten heart..
shatters it into a million pieces i cannot find..

Have we lost the fight??
i don't know what i'm doing
oh but i know it's not right
i don't know where i'm going
but i know i'm trying to hide
away form this life
have we lost the fight??

To see you smile..i would give anything
even if it means you being with hER...
AND THAT'S HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU BABY <3

I'm not the star that shines bright
For my light faded away
The day you left me here
I'm just like a falling star
Trying to fall to where you are

from my poem "Falling Star"

I know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears

Holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away

'Cause we live our lives till we come undone

I'm giving up slowly
i'm bleeding in, so you won't even know me