I want more than anything to be able to breath
but everytime i try, i fail
i'm suffucated by the pain
and there's hardly any air left
i'm counting down the days... till this is over

And it's not just the fact that ur not here that breaks me
it's the fact that i would still do anything for you... anything at all
that hurts me more than anything ever has before...

I know that this has changed us
nothing seems the same
you walk by smiling
i break down, calling ur name
but you don't hear me anymore...

You said it was all ur fault
that it was u i should blame
but if that is true
than why am i the one hurting?

Don't want to let it lay me down this time
drown my will to fly
here in the darkness I know myself
can't break free until I let it go
let me go ...

Lithium

I’ve been holding on for too long
I’ve been standing here all along
I finally figured out what’s wrong
And now I’m strong
I’m gonna let it go…

Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they're sitting right beside you and yet you still can't have them

this is so true for me right now

If i had the strength i would run away from you
god knows i want to
everytime i look at you my head says go
but my heart says no
and i don't move an inch
waiting for you to leave... once again

Even the best fall down sometimes...

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you

*~ Collide...~*