If i've lost everything... it's because i've given it all to you

I wanna please you
I wanna understand
I wanna know that you still want me when I touch your hand

I've got a feeling
That you're just scared to try
But I promise you this time that I won't let you down

It's hard to talk to you now, even though i really want to, because every time i talk to you it reminds me of what i miss so much, what i had and what i lost. it's so hard to pretend i'm finw when i see you.

I hope that you miss me, even though you'd never tell me
i hope that you miss seeing me when you come out of class
i hope that you miss holding my hand and just walking with me
i hope that you miss it... because i sure do

And when i lay alone in bed at night
and all i can think of is you
i can't help but wonder
is there a part of you that's thinking of me too
or did you just forget about it all...??

I convince myself to let go
but then i go back to that place
and the memories just start flooding in
suddenly i find myself trying to grip at anything.. that will keep me hanging on
cause i never wanna forget
what it felt like...

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

They say
Love is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting them not to

but baby you broke that trust... just when i thought you would be the last person to ever hurt me.. you did

I'm stuck in between
the places i want to go
and the places i've been
i want to run from here
but i'm standing so still
i don't know where to begin

Leave me here alone
just let me fall apart

but give me back the pieces
to my bleeding broken heart