I know these are questions you won't ever ask but i want to answer them anyways
yes, i still think about you
yes, i still miss you
yes, i still love you
but do you..??

Forever is all a lie </3
i knew we couldn't go on for long
but for some reason i still believed we would...

I wanted you to need me
like i needed you to want me..

And everytime i sit here
the momories we had keep rushing through my mind
just like these tears keep rushing down my face

It's like i want you to know
but i don't want to tell you

The problem is
i don't have the strength to pick up my heart
from where you left it smashed on the ground

And you are my one and only
you just don't know it yet

I wanted to tell you, you were the one i was thinking about today..
but my heart hurts cause i know inside you don't feel that way

It's only the pain that i hide
cause inside i've already died
what's the point of living on
if tomorrow's this way too
i won't ever live again...

Crumbling to the dirty ground, reaching the lowest of all she had ever known..
she said
"this doesn't hurt at all, i'm already dead inside..."