...my heart felt like it was to beat from my chest as he pulled closer...

Why don't we always listen when our hearts tells us what to do...

...a friend slowly made his way and took my hand, turning to him he smiled and pulled away.../feelings raced/

...&...why is it when I'm around you I feel something I can't explain, yet sit there and do nothing....

...Being [perfect] some people think they can be [but in the end] all it does to someone is [tear] them [[apart]]...

[perfection] being perfect isn't something you want to aim for, watching everything you do, yet still messing up everything you don't want to. [not worth it]

...& I can't be [<perfect>] and I hope God knows that...

...& it took me this long to realize I can't make myself perfect....for me or for you<so I finally give up>...

...& when I saw you today my heart jumped...!!!

&& I feel the same feeling I felt the last time I saw you...