--&still I just sit here wondering why your name still crosses my mind---

&&--Do you really believe me when I say I was joking around with him....---

We pass each other like all we did was just a game--because we both know it will never be the same---]-games are just for people who like to win in the end but we played and lost....

&& All I did was turn my head as our eyes met---

&& I still wonder what you found in me --- because I can't find what it is....---

Staring at myself in the mirror wondering if this is really me---what I did for you---trying so hard for you---I turned into someone else----someone I never wanted to be.......---

What does it matter anymore, because when I look in the mirror,--- I'm not hurting myself I'm hurting the person I turned into....

I'd love you
I'd care for you
I'd die for you
I'd kill for you
I'd even change who I am for you

...Look at my smile and what do you see....a pretty girl that isn't me....

...&&--Still you haven't learned when my smiles are real and when they are fake.....