and as i wait for this empty space to be filled..

tonight i would lay myself to sleep..

and beweep my outcast state..

Don't despair...

for despair is poisonous...

It will creep up unto you and slowly it will eat you...

Learn to live and love again...

things will fall into its proper place...

in its proper time...

i'm not a poet no more..

there's nothing to tell about life nor about love..

for i have neither..

im a bothered soul..

desperately breaking away from despair..

"Lies are meant to be believed in,

young minds aren't meant to grow old.

Poets are meant to write,

things that aren't meant to be told."

"My soul cries out

in despair for the fallen

And sorrow sits

like a heavy burden in my heart"

i long for you more than words could ever say..

that joy with you is beyond compare..

my sweet love, don't despair..

i promise i won't be away..

and forever, beside you, will i stay..

Some things are just not meant to be..

but some things are..

hope we'll be just like those..

who will last forever..

and when im with you,
if i close my eyes,
there are times, i swear
i feel that i can fly!!!

*~you're my smile.. so vibrant.. easing.. but slowly fading..~*

i heard you say "i love you"

but then..

it's just a lie..

and wished i was deaf..