Lost in my self pity
scared of myself...

The lines before me redefine the world
make you think who you realy are...

I'm at that part of the night
it all seems to make sense...

What if everything was simple
neither life or existence with values...

What do you do
it all seems the same...

I still wonder seeslesly
such a long break of silence between to points...

I always want to have the past
the past always seem to far to grasp...

As "they" say
"one day everything will make sense&quot...

Blood and sweat
something so strong...

Everybody goes into war with one thing at heart
to fight for their country...

After its all left behind i see no parallel
not possible to continue...

Ther is a weight on my eyes
but i feel so awake and i dunno why...