Its hard to let things go....its harder wondering what could have been

We're only friends when i'm on my knees

I had that feeling again,
that all of this could slip away
at any moment.
i could have been anyone to him

Smile so the tears dont fall,
laugh like you never been hurt before,
fake it so he'll never know
that you still haven't let him go

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first
Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes
& waiting is all that you can do

I don't think of you as a crush anymore...you're more like a bad habit that i can't shake

I know i shouldnt love you but i can't help it. It's like reaching for a star.. you know you'll never reach it but you can't help but try.

-Steve Urkel, Family Matters

Paint me your canvas so i become what you could never be

Look at her shes beautiful one of the greatest girls ull ever meet
look at her & tell me she doesnt deserve a great guy one who would be honest, loving, loyal
look at her & tell me she doesnt deserve a guy who would give her the world

Girl:*excited*Are those roses for me?
Guy:*smiling*Yea, and when the last one dies so will my love for you.
Girl:But..*looks up scared and nervous only to realize that one of them is fake*