I've ||gone|| so far
That I've got -nothing- left

No [emotion]
I feel *nothing*

My blood is red ---

my bruises are blue ---

He tells me I'm worthless ---

until I believe it's true ---

I'm holding onto something that might not be worth holding on.
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But I'm holding on to something that feels so good even though I know it's so wrong.

A nice tight grip on you hand,
I'll hold you close,
It's okay, I'm underneath your pain,
Let's pull your plug together.

If you needed a joke,
I'd tell you one so you could drown yourself laughing.

I want to die but if you need to do it more,
I'm sure I could wait another day.

You were never the one.
Behind a loaded gun.
And you weren't the one crying.
When outside a son was dying.

{{love me}} cuz I'm what you <hate>

& I'm never gonna [never gonna] change my ways [evil ways] this is who I *am*....
-rotton to the core-

She looks in the mirror,
sees her reflection,
sinks to the floor and cries,
hopes she dies,
alls I am is fat and ugly she says to herself,
she couldn't see the beauty within.