&& you know it's something special when he holds you close even though the both of you know that he should be pushing you away.

&& i opened the door
and saw your face
that's one memory
i'll never replace.

&& i just want y::O::u
to [L][O][V][E] me
like it was
LASTyearsTREND

Im sorry for what i did
i wont ever do it again
but please just hear me out
and tell me this isnt the end

Its amazing how
one little mistake
can mess everything up.

&& im the one
that hurt him...
&& im the one
facing the pain.

I just wish you
could see my face
right now...
then you'd realize
that i am so
[s][o][r][r][y].

Everyone has meaning in life...
i guess mine was to be heartbroken.

Why cant society see
that for once in my life
i enjoy being me.

You stole my heart
&& never gave it back.
now it's breaking
&& you could careless.