This is the hardest thing I've had to do.
This is the worst thing that could happen to me...

I need a knife
So I can take my own screwed up life...

I wanted to be perfect
I wanted to be thin...

If you even knew how much I wanted you.
You wouldn’t hurt me like you do...

Every night, right before bed.
Fresh tears fall, and she bows her head...

If only I was pretty,if only I was thin
If only I was popular,if I could only touch the...

I always called you “father“ and sir, but...
I look at the torn in half pictures, and become so...

Maybe I'm better off alone
Maybe where population isn't so grown...

As the tears fall from my eyes
People think of me the girl, that never cries...

I've never been so alone, in this cruel cold...
It's like a black hole sucking out my emotions...

About the same day you had died
You took away my heart, and my pride...

I must have been ugly, I must have been bad
What else would have made my mom so mad...