Soo....pads are pretty much the same as adult diapers?

Don't judge me on how I look...
Because you have no idea how long it took...
For me to see your real face,
through all your dishonesty and disgrace.

Sweetheart you don't know the pain,
the pain I had to endure.
And from the pain I don't know what you gain,
but you liked it that's for sure.
**another stanza from my poem**

You left me my darling,
what is this sort of injustice?
In your hand lays a knife as a paint brush...
and my heart...your canvas.
**A stanza from my recent poem**

What happens when one door closes...
and all the others are sealed shut?

It's so damn hard to ignore you...
Because as much as I try,
I secretly know I don't want to.

And here I am...
my tears dropping beacuse of what I feel.
You always said you'd never let me waste them and let them construct a dam,
because they were pearls and to catch them you'd kneel.

Okay so it's christmas...
it's time for all the presents..
Wrap me in your kisses...
and keep me in your prescence.

Give me a break...
There's hardly anything left of me for you to take...

You know how I said I'd always hate you?
and how I said that you love for me can never be true?
Well...when you looked at her and the spark for me you had in you eye?
baby I was jealous...I'm not gonna lie.