And I'm sitting here getting drenched by the rain...
praying to God that it will soak up all my pain...
But I'm not lucky and in vain...
those days I shall never regain.

It's in the end...
that we start remembering the beggining...

" I shall not run for my people.....my people can walk for me..."

**Said by me in P.E class...a when my coach made me lead the class to do 5 laps around the soccer field and they were forcing me to run**

And upon a star I wish,
cupid make my story lovish

Don't try to define love...It's impossible

Behind these eyes you can't even imagine,
such desires and dreams lie,
but you can't even imagine.

You don't know me,
the way you should.
But it's better it remains that way,
because I'm afraid you won't like me the way you could.

You know how I said I'd always hate you?
and how I said that you love for me can never be true?
Well...when you looked at her and the spark for me you had in you eye?
baby I was jealous...I'm not gonna lie.

Give me a break...
There's hardly anything left of me for you to take...

Okay so it's christmas...
it's time for all the presents..
Wrap me in your kisses...
and keep me in your prescence.