Its 5 in the morning
&im thinking i shuld go
your silhouetted against black
nothing lik the boy i used to kno
u dont expect to see me back
the steady rise and fall of ur chest
i nevr wuld of guesd
that it all wuld of come to this

I dnt wana hav this conversation
enough wit the 21questions
i duno what ur thinkin
but i kno im nt the only one on ur mind
ur wishin u had of chosen her
&im thinkin
how could i hav been so god damn blind?!

And when the sun goes down,
i become broken.
In this faded twilight,
i am no one.

Im running as fast as i can
im so out of breath that it hurts
those shots i had for breakfast
are messing with my head
i can't see clear and it burns deep inside
i spin round and round on the spot
this loneliness has never felt so real.

&the years keep on passing
faster and faster
time is on the move
even tho its standing so awfully still
an image flickers past
a smiling face just out of grasp
has never had so much to reveal
and this loneliness has never felt so real

And once again i am here
cause even now when i think of you
the butterflies are still there
and the saddest part is
i'm still the only one to blame

x

Everything was spinning out of control
it was all so wrong
i saw the flicker of sadness
turn to anger on your face
but in a split second it disappeared
your eyes glazed over
&you picked up another beer from the case
completely numb to it all

Its dark and its cold
but all i want to do is run
run and run and run
until it hurts
until i cant feel this hate anymore

x

You've turned into a monster
just another stranger
you know everything about me
and i know nothing but the man you used to be

x

Stop being so perfect for just one minute
do something to piss me off
saying good bye to you wouldnt be so hard if i were angry
&i dont think id miss u half as much if we left on bad terms

x