I realize what I desire now
Yet no matter how I try I'm disappointed...

I tried to hide how I felt inside before
I tried to go on and act like it it didn't matter...

You think that I'm an angel
You think that I would be good...

I find myself in a state of misery
Yet no matter how bad it is I cant cry...

I sit here lost in my mind
Trying not to think like your mine...

I woke up this morning lost
Thinking about everything I dreamt about...

I worry about all my friends
They dont know how much I worry...

I can only take so much
You make me wanna cry...

They said to stop saying that
What do you ask that I said...