Sorry for the trouble that I put you & your heart through. God knows that I'd do anything for a part two.I shed tears 'cause I'm told that they heal. To tell you the truth, I don't know how to feel. Ever felt alone in a room full of friends?

All my life I’ve felt like there was some part of me missing
and I felt that everyone could tell, like there was some
hole in me and everyone could see through it,
like I wasn’t finished or something.

I hope one day i can cross your ocean
without feeling the puncture of your teeth.
believe me, i'd rather drown myself than
knowing you have the power to pull me beneath.

Meet people in such a manner that
if you die they should weep for you,
and if you live they should long for you.

I want you to know that I love you. I never did stop. Not for one gasping second. My love for you is unconditional and it will never end as long as I live. I refuse to find others when I have the one I want<3

You wanted to know just what makes me tick,
I guess I could say that you and your bullshit,
are pushing me towards an explosion.

Sometimes, it is better to keep silent than to tell others
what you feel because it will only hurt you when you
know they can hear you but they can’t understand.

Diamonds used to be coal, look young 'cause they got soul,
that's why they're beautiful. and my heart used to be cold,
'til your hands laid on my soul. baby that's why you're beautiful.

...and i'm re-reading our old conversations and texts. and though my dreams are better than being awake, i'd rather stay up and think about you, all the things we went through. and i guess this is just my way of saying i miss you.

And it's gotten to the point where i can't fall asleep at night, and i've got my phone on as high as it can be, so if i tend to fall asleep it will wake me from my dreams. and when i'm waiting, i play your voice recording..(cont.)