He tells me how much he loves her while he stares into my eyes
he doesn't even stop to realize
that on the inside i'm screaming,
i love you more.

On the inside im this beautiful, fun girl
he sees it, but he won't admit it
he thinks he's going crazy
but that's a little thing called love

For once
i want to just go up to him and yell how i feel
but once he hears it;
it won't make a difference
everything is the way it should be

He doesn't know
that the second i think about him
a tear rolls down my cheek
because i'm trying for something i'll never get

As i hug him goodbye,
he just pulls away as if nothing happened
because we're just friends
but what i feel is so much more

I fall asleep staring at the ceiling wishing you were right next to me;; holding my hand whispering "everything's gonna be okay.." but it never will . . .

&&I guess I just have to start dreaming . . because reality will never be the same<33

No one knows that she smiles to hide her tears
She belittles to conquer her fears
And behind her makeup; the true outcome of a broken heart

&& now that my heart's been broken im AFRAID;;AFRAID to take that first step . . .

Great; even the library doesn't have MY fairytale . . .