These last couple of days im falling apart. i am quiet then nobody will know except me. I want to be with all the other kids i want to belong i am getting to weak. im giving up

I am here waiting.. waiting for that day were i can be happy... waiting for that day were something will mean foreva..

You said u will alwayz be here.. well were r u...Im sorry i cant do this anymore nobody cares.... everythingz changing and i cant keep up

At the meeting 2day i was invisable nothing i said matter im sick of this, im cutting so much its the only thing i have

HOw do i let go and trust people all i want is a family i dont want a group home i can be good im just so hurt

I lost my voice
I am shutting down
The things that matter
I dont seem to care
I been forgot about
I am scared

I never been so hurt
I never pulled away from so many things
I never was this lost

I am shy
I am quiet
I am so hurt

I feel really sad. I feel really bad. Its hard to rite on here to rite on here everyday cuz im in a prog. it sux. I use to be happy with what i had now im sad

I feel really bad, When i keep cutting i relize that im still alive