Im starting to believe this all isnt worth it cuz i know what i need and its u

I spent the weekend at the hospital and i was hoping they would just let me die

Because i love you im willing to take that chance of being hurt again

Every cut i make, isnt half as bad as the pain i feel that no one can see

Lets just pretend im invisable that way everything will hurt alot less

Daddy i need you, make me understand

Its funny how i know your cheating on me and i dont care as long as i get to be with you to. How is that?

You say you love me, You say you care but when i call you your not there

Everything seems wrong

And what im about to do im all alone with i know no one understands and im ok with it, I need to do this for myself, once again this mite be another thing i regret later