&& today i found out he never loved me it was just a game so he could use me, so much for trust

Did you ever feel so alone that when you finally ment a guy you took the attation whatever he gave u than somehow u feel gulity

The words you said ment everything to me

The best gift i got on my birthday was that little letter that ment so much to me

My dad finally gave me what i always wanted for him to notic me

I was at disney world they said how dreams come true i though about it my best dream is dieing with my mom and dad by my side thats all i ever wanted

I picked up the phone today to call and ask for some help , i then put it down i dont have time to talk cuz everyone can here how much longer do i have to wait

Im holding so much inside of me this week its making me want to die

I need to talk so bad, like in the past no one is around, i cut to feel ok

Im on vacation, i was trying really hard to be good, but now im taking a vacation on everything that i can no longer work on here