&& people say to stop cuttin but what do they really kno there not hurt lost confused and wants to die so thats how we survive

&& so close my eyes so I can pretend these last couple of years was like a bad dream that never happend

~ U can lie to me all u want because i kno the truth and i feel sorry for the person u r but i cant change u so i just walk away~

&& as i take this blade i look at it and smile becuz i kno its the only thing that will make me happy, i just want u to leave me alone ,im not as strong as i was and im fading

~ Its not like i never lost anyone, I will be fine the day u go away~

&& some people can see u caring i see u controlling theres a difference!!

No one really knows how much i hate u, and how much u hurt me because there not here , i hate u !!!

~ I dont want to be what you want me to be everyones different~

&& the only thing i did to derseve this life, i was borned that wasnt my fault

&& im sorry if im your child but not the one you want