I dont want to talk it does no good boy i really love this blade

I can no longer think of the value of my life to me im like durt no one wants and everone wants to get ride of

Sometime's i wish i had a gun to close my eyes and a quick blow and i am gone

I just want to die, I want all my pain,hurt,lonlyness to go away

I love u but i will never so what you want me to i came to far to fall back this time i have the support

I need to stop and think befor i keep acting and making quick disions its just so hard 4 me

Nobody understands me :(

This time i dont know if im making a good dision but look at me im so unhappy i need to change

Its like watching my life from a distance and everyone distroying it

I just want this all over with, i just want a normal life or somewhat happy