&& as i take this blade i look at it and smile becuz i kno its the only thing that will make me happy, i just want u to leave me alone ,im not as strong as i was and im fading

~ U can lie to me all u want because i kno the truth and i feel sorry for the person u r but i cant change u so i just walk away~

&& so close my eyes so I can pretend these last couple of years was like a bad dream that never happend

&& people say to stop cuttin but what do they really kno there not hurt lost confused and wants to die so thats how we survive

** They cant save someone whos already gone**

& as i look in the mirror i see this lil girl all cut up, i dont relize its me , how did my life ender up this way, when your cut and bleeding with tears in your eyes

~ I want more to my life but i keep lookin and i cant seem to find it~

~ People told me not to give up and try to be strong but they see only me not whats inside , i am completly dead on the inside walkin around empty inside~

&& how can u treat me like Sh*t and still expect me to do everything for u?!?!?!?!?!?

&& If i died tomorrow u would probley be the happyest person in the world and thats sad