I cant fix what i have done, there is nothing i can do to make it better, i am sorry i made a nother mistake i just want to mean something to you

&& i will be ok i just need some time alone

&& so you said we needed to talk, i listened its just another person in my life who im close to that will come and go, its scary and it hurts

~ I want to talk tonight but i Know she wont listen, Mom your in your world of pretend so you dont have to deal with the truth ~

~ My family and other people, killed me were no one can see ~

~ I feel difference, I feel like i dont belong, Everyone looks so happy why am i so sad ~

~ Sometimes when i think about the future i start to cry I cant loose anymore and im affaird about what will happing ~

Its hurts, when you think about life as a game what or who will you loose next?!?!?!?

&& tonite i cant talk because i dont know what i would say that way i am safe

I though you loved me i told you everything then you got a girlfriend and now i meen nothing to you