You got what u wanted , u killed me on the inside were no one can see!!

~~~everyones got something they had to leave behind~~~

~~ someone once told me if u kill your self u go to hell then i thought wait arnt we already living in hell, whats the difference??~~

~You hurt me, and now i hurt myself, so u got what u wanted i will always be hurting in some way or another~

You tell my family u love me, but what your forgetting to say , is u love to hurt me, there a difference!!!

~~ I can feel the blood drip down my arms, I can feel the tears drip down my face, this is who i became~~

~~ Thanksgiving is a time of year were everyone pretends there thankfull for what they have but, y should we be thankfull for something we dont have???~~

~~ I try to be happy but i cant be cuz im confused~~

~~ when I cut im letting out all my sadness, scardness hopes and dreams and everything that once was apart of me~~

~~ I can move on with anything, but I cant leave him behind~~