&& so you see the truth i dont want to die but i also dont want to live

&& im sorry i held on and tryed my best but its never good enough as days go on my life gets worse and worse i dont want to live cuz i dont know what more days will bring

Y does everything has to hurt

Its like everything is going on so fast around you when you just want to yell STOP and take it slow

I am dieing from secret's i am hiding

I feel sick, I feel hungry I relize we dont have any money, Its really hard day by day , you look at other people and wish u have what they have

No one really wants to end there life but you see sometimes were forced to by these memorise that haunt you

Its hard watching as your family is struggling, just to get enough money to do what you need, it makes me sad it hurts me to know its going on and i cant do anything about it

&& this one little cut changed my life for today

I want to try really hard but it seems the more i try people give me more to handle and i cant take anymore