I want to be better, but im scared to live day by day

Cant they see what hes doing to me!!!, did u ever feel like dieing didnt seem so bad

So many secrets i hold inside, i want to talk but no one would listen

Im crying beacuse there's NOTHING I CAN DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

&& so i saw him coming near me, all of the sudden i felt his hand, i fell to the floor i closed my eyes and wish i wasnt here.

Hes scaring me, all i can see it hurting going on

&& i relize im the only one trying to get better when she wont admitt theres anything going on

I dont want to live like this, there has to be better somewere

I want to tell my dad i love him, i want him to know how much he mean to me, i will be strong and fight this so i cant be with him :(

& sometime i think if i decided not to try and be bad maybe he would finally approve of me