Im now leaving the only place were it felt safe and like a family, i dont know how i can survie, this is gonna turn into a suicide

Dont tell me not to cry, i have feelings and things are hurting

Everytime i look at u a million things goes through my head, the past comes and distroys me once again , its never really over

I feel so bad, i try so hard i just let out people bring me down i hate my life

The only way out of this will be suicide , cuz i cant try any harder. im doing my best

Im so sad and scared, i cant do anymore, I need my friends to help me with keeping me buzy cuz im scared

I cant stop cutting its stoping me from crying its stoping me from talking

I dont want to talk anymore about what has happened at home cuz im so scared and idk what to do

I am strugling tonite, I want my mom and dad to be proud of me , i want them to love me, but they wont and i cant relize that, They distoryed my life

I hope there proud, my family got me scared against talking. I can feel myself shutting down. I just cant be strong much longer.