Theres so much wrong, theres so much i want to make better, im loosing my voice cuz theres nothing i can do to get what i need, y r people so difficult (she lied to me again)

Last night was great being with my friends having funn it was like nothing else matter, but now im back to this place :(

Im am fighting for what i need, any it seems no one wants to help me

I am done with everything, this is my life, i know what i need

Lets just say i really dont care anyone what you all think i have my friends and thats all I need

THis week i see my life falling apart and the more i try the more i fail :( i really need to talk

Tell me what u want from me, tell me what to do, i just cant find my own self

Im now have everything i ever wanted.. y do i still want to die so bad??? i dont understand

I cant figure myself out anymore... everday i think about commiting suicide it would be so much easer. but i need to hold on for people that care

People are excepting me to fail and give up....i cant let them see its true im not strong enough