I love you
Do you remember?
I told you last night
Before you died

A perfect cycle these problems do occur

A hurt, A cut, A guilt trip, another cut, another guilt trip, another cut...

The blood is the pain that goes away
The scars are to remind me everyday
The agony is to remind me everytime
Why I didn't stop last time

When a cut doesn't bleed its a scratch.

I'v been slapped when I'm down. I've been slapped when I'm standing and I still fall. Now I'm staying standing and this time I'm ready to fight.

This tortured body
This tortured soul

There it is
That urge again
To hurt, burn
And harm again

In crazy times I do crazy actions.

Telling you I have a new boyfriend was the hardest thing ever!

I think of the past
And I get sad
I think of the present
And I get mad

I wish things were
Easy like they
Were before