When you numb the pain for so long,
it hurts worse when it wears off.

I know what its like to want to die
how it hurts to smile.
how you try to fit in but you cant
how you hurt yourself on the outside
to try to kill the pain on the inside

Alright..
so i haven't wrote a poem in forever.
but i did last night.
called "Rolemodel"
please!
someone check it out for me!
rate/comment.
i promise to return the favor!
i really want to know what people think of this one.

There comes a point in your life
when you get tired of chasing everyone,
and trying to fix things, it's not giving up; it's just realizing
you don't need certain people & all the bullshit they bring.

Call me wrong, call me right.
but i bring my better angels to every fight.
you may not like where i'm going,
but you sure know where i stand.
love me if you can.

Lesson learned;
you can't depend on anybody.

You're not my drug; you're my alcohol.
i don't keep you for the taste;
I keep you for the feeling.

This is why you should never get your hopes up.
this is why you should see the glass as half empty.
so when the whole thing spills,
you aren't as devastated.

Theres always that time in everybody's life
where they just don't know what to do anymore.

She's got the eyes of innocence; the face of an angel.
A personality of a dreamer & a smile that hides
more pain than you can ever imagine.