Leaving me alone is sad.
Leaving me alone is bad...

Carvings on my bare skin,
going in and out again...

Walking toward my attic doors.
That lead to the garage...

I am \"Happy\" as \"Happy as can...
But when I\'m really \"Happy\&quot...

Why does he make me cry
even when I'm lonesome and shy...

People say when I was three I was happy as can...
I grew up to be empty and angry without a father...

You told me that you loved me.
You said that it would grow...

Never having alone time.
Always being pushed and pried...

Sailing across the sea of red, i wish that i was...
Feeling nothing but pain and anguash, i wish there...

Razer blades running red.
Inching closer to my death...

So far yet so close.
I'm wanting him the most...

Saddened by this time alone.
Hoping that i could leave my home...