I call out your name
But you don't come anymore...

I figured since you're leaving here
I could tell you everything I've felt...

Only when it comes to you
Can I hide and suppress my feelings...

Are you ready for the truth?
Because it is coming full force...

I hate how I can’t breathe
When I think about losing you...

I'm sitting here by myself
But wishing I was with you...

I just wanted you to know
Some days are harder than others...

Baby, I know all I do is push
When I should pull you close...

Today when I got home and listened
To the messages left when I was out...

I know it seems I'm too old
To ask Santa to fulfill my dreams...

I hold my breath
Because it hurts when I breathe...

Baby, I can't take this any more
You keep avoiding the answer...