Nthn 2 loose..yet nthn 2 gain..just stuck hollow and alone and THE FAULT IS MY OWN..and the fault is my own:(

When this began i had nthn 2 say..n i get lost in the "nthn" inside of me..i was confused i cnt believe i didnt fall right down on ma face..:(

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems am living??

I am over you..and yes am free from the pain u caused me..but the scars are still in ma heart

Ppl keep on tellin me 2 chill n smile..but y should i smile if i have no reason 2 smile 4..or no1 2 smile 2 :)

So wut if i tell ppl how i feel??
so wut if i be sad instead of fake happy, or just frown instead of a fake smile??
so wut if ppl will think am silly??
no1 carez anyway..:)

If i had just one more day..
i would tell u how i much i miss u since u been awaay:(

Am sorry 4 blamin u.. 4 everythin i just couldnt do..and i've hurt ma self by hurtin you :(

You dunno wut ur lookin for..
but yet u dun wana look no more..

Why is life sooo tough on ppl..whil on others its like drinkin water??whyyyy its nt fair:(