I may broke your heart once..but you broke my life for eternity

Sick of faking smiles and holding tears..sick of pretending that am the strong gurl who can face anything by her own :)

I went after wut i wanted..n i never really got it..everythin else i lost it..but it dnt matter at all :)

I just wana die..n see how ppl will act..will they notice that am missin..i dun think so:)

Why does it rain so hard..on the ppl who deserve the sun!!?

She’s sick of being alone n she doesn’t wana feel it no more..
But she doesn’t want to be with anyone anymore..
No one deserves her..

Her heart was a closed book...until she met him
after she met him she loved him..
Now after he went n broke her heart
she closed her heart 4 every1
but not like b4
Now it’s a closed book with ripped pages..

Waitin 4 the day i can finally be happy..n just tell ppl that am happy..n MEAN IT..

I feel like am facin everythin on ma own..with nthn but tears n fake smiles

Here i am..sittin here after a whole year has passed of bein alone.. n just knowin that last year in this time i wasnt alone..makes me wana cry